I had a rough day earlier this week. Usually one perky Pixie, I felt depressed, unsettled, anxious, lonely and grasping for connection of any kind. My boyfriend didn’t know what to make of me and wondered what he could do to help; I told him to hold me as I cried and he did.
After a night of tossing and turning, I woke up and went within. I’d been searching externally for answers and had found none. Detached from my own essence, I’d let the appearance of lack - of structure, activities, friends, conversation - become my reality. And with this as my “truth,” I felt I had nothing.
By going to my heart and connecting to my Divine nature, I recalled that the world did not give me my happiness and therefore, it could not take it away. There was nothing missing from my life and I had everything I needed to be safe and sublime
I am grateful for this unpleasant experience for the lesson I re-learned. Sharing it with you, I hear the wise words of the ever-amazing Carlos W. Anderson, “If you do not have a test, you cannot have a testimony.” Amen, brother, AMEN!
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